Realized

When I just get a good time of life, I don't remember my bad time. And when I get bad time after my big happiness gone, all of my tears drop instantly.

    Hai~
    Sebenernya banyak rencana buat post tapi nggak sempet-sempet buka blog sampe akhirnya tadi liat Alsa dan beneran pengen nge-post (hai, Alsa.).
    Belakangan aku nyadar kalo aku bisa kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat berharga tanpa aku sadari. Bahkan aku nggak sadar kalo sesuatu itu telah hilang dirampas perlahan oleh garis takdir. Takdir yang memilihmu, bukan kita yang memilih takdir. Takdir takkan bisa ditolak, seberapa keras engkau mencoba untuk membantahnya.
   Oke, mulai serius kayaknya -,-
   Sebenernya, aku bikin lirik lagu lagi. Lagi bikin musiknya tapi kok ya nggak jadi-jadi-___-
    So, here it is,

Lean On Tears

It's been unable 
To hold this tears again
Was no longer I be able
To pretend to be fine
No longer willing
To forge a smile
And everyone says that don't hesitate to cry
And be sure to express it
But how if I don't even know
To whom I have to disclose everything
And leaning on whose shoulder to cry on?
How if where I usually lean just disappear?

Chorus:
These tears seemed doesn't want to be
Restrained much longer
Sadness is doesn't want
To closed too long
But who am I going to lean on now?
Do I still have hope to survive?

I can not explain why I
Could be so weak in life
However, imagine if the thing you love
In your life
Taken away
And you lose hope to get it back?
And in this wild life alone, without any place to lean, don't you falter?



Repeat Chorus

I just need a place to lean on and make me stronger
Where I could find that place?
Where I can stay smile with real
No fake at all

Repeat Chorus






    I made this. Kapan-kapan pengen post musiknya kalo udah jadi, tapi nggak pake nyanyi-nya lho, ya :D
    Awalnya itu judulnya Lean, tapi kutambahin Lean On Tears. Inti lagunya adalah saat dimana kamu kehilangan seseorang untuk bersandar ketika kehidupan sedang memutarmu ke bawah, menindasmu dengan kesedihan, dan menekanmu dengan masalah.
    Ada yang tanya, dari lagu ini, bagian mana yang paling disukai?
    And I just answer,

And everyone says that don't hesitate to cry
And be sure to express it
But how if I don't even know
To whom I have to disclose everything
And leaning on whose shoulder to cry on?
How if where I usually lean just disappear?

Yap.

Oke, saatnya makan malam dengan ... adek-__-

Seeyaps :p