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            I wrote it last night when I got bored. So, here it is the post.

            This post is the most important thing of anything else.

            What is the mean of life?

            I never can answer this truly. I just answer it with my own mind, with my own ideas and from my own side. My answer maybe will be not agreed for many people but this is me.

            For me, life is how you keep through and how you solve problems and keep being who you are. Life is about living a journey. Everybody’s life started as its own adventure. It was set with its destiny and no one could change destiny God decided. Life is about you finding your own self with no imitate. It’s about how you looking for who you are exactly, finding what you’re gonna be, and know what you will do.

            In life, maybe we’ll have happy and sad moments. When you’re in sad time, life teaches you how to stay strong and calm down when you solve the problem. There’s a moment that maybe you’ve ever had. A moment when life drop you like a ton of hardest problems, make you couldn’t hold your tears back, kick you out from the conversation, when your journey has to start from the begin one more time. Actually it’s not begin a new story, it begin a revolution of your life. It’s about how to change who you are into a person you should to be. And when it all passed and gone, you are the new you, the revolution of yourself. You can make your new world, build your own way to your dream. Just believe that it’ll be end. And don’t give up.

            “You say it because it never happens to you, don’t you? You never feel how it is.”

            That’s wrong. I felt that moment. I hided it so long and when I know I couldn’t hide it forever, I decided to tell how it fell me down to the darkest time of my life. The worst feeling that ever be happened in me. And I realized I was always being a fake girl, imitated someone who looks good for me. 

             And hard to find whom am I truly. I was always pretending. But, when I tried to get who I am and change it, my world fell off. Thousand problems came and broke my world. Opened all of my fake things and opened the truths.

            It changed the whole things. It made me feels like I’m nothing. I mean there’s nothing left in me. I just someone I do not understand. I was feeling so fake but it was so hard to change me. I kept trying and then it started working all over. It needed long time to really fix the whole things but it works. Really works to my life. Because now everything better.

            Now, I am the real me.

            Now, I don’t need imitating.

            Now, I don’t fake.

            Now, I understand what I want to do.

            I don’t know if someday it’ll happen again to me but I never wish that. I wish that it’ll get better with smaller problem and if it’s possible with no problem. However, I realized every better thing need problem to get it. But I wish it will not be hard.

         

  "You don’t need wait that big problem coming into you to change yourself. If you feel you’re being a fake, just try to change it into your own self. Believe me, you’ll understand who you are."

           

            Sorry, it’s not long post but I hope you like it J

           

            Nadia V,

            Indonesia