Grow Up

    Hello :)

    I am still a girl, but this time I just don't have anything to do. Okay, seriously, Saturday night with nothing. It's completely okay :P

    Some days ago, I thought about changes from a little girl into a teenage girl. I mean, not physics things, but changes of life, mind, decision, and how to deal her life. Yeah, I just reminded me when I was a little girl who learned everything about being teenage in a while and I had to adapted so fast. It just make me feel like nothing and I always feel a fake. Because it just like deleted all of my little girl things but I wasn't ready for teenage girl things yet. But, now, it has been solved ;)

    A little girl is childish and funny. She could do everything and believe people it's okay for her, because she always do things her mom asked to. She could be everyone she wants but she stayed be little funny full-of-laugh girl. And that's was fun time of being a little girl.

    But when you changed, it'll change the whole things. Okay, not the whole things actually but it's not just some, many things will changes. But when you being a teenage, you have to decide who you want to be. Just one self, one person, one personality, one decision. Not double, or triple, or- oh, whatever. You have to decide one decision that'll make your own way, that will build your own dreams. And you, have to be one person to catch them up. So, did you decide who you want to be? Did you ready to keep running try to catch your dreams up?

    Teenage girl will get more problems than a little girl get. And the problems, will be harder. Complicated. This time is a time when you learn to solve them with your own way. Don't crying in every problems that hits you out or inside. You could cry but you should wipe it out, really soon. But you can't cry everytime because teenager will get problems everyday and you would cry everyday? Would you let people think that you're weak? Would you let they thinking that you are a little girl when you should called as teenager? You wanna called as childish little girl that always cry and feel that she couldn't solve her problems? So, how could she deals with life? How?

    Grow up, girl.

    You can't always crying like you can't deal with anything of life. Life changes fast and if you aren't learn it soon you'll understand what I mean about how I being a fake girl because nothing is left within me. You will know what I feel. Seriously, it always hit my self inside and make me more weak anytime. You have to be the real you. Just because you think other girls are good and you think you're not you can't be the real you. Be who you are and a person you want to be. Be proud of yourself, and believe your own way. Every problem solved, it'll bring you to the next step of millions steps you have to pass.

    I always hope you remember my sentence, be who you are.


 Seeyaps ;;)